Listening to:
- Long Walk Home
     by This Day and Age
well
I have many thing I wanna say
but
Just lazy to type them all...
Well
maybe briefly talk a little bit

Still remember, during the summer semester last year
I was alone in 108
I cleaned the room everyday
used vacuum, tidied everything up
why?
cuz, this is my room!
my very own room
Till the day I left, I've been in there for almost 2 years
many stories, this and that

haha, the most painful (as my life in CIC, well, is actually pretty enjoyable, so this is just a "pain" by comparison to my remaining time in CIC) period was April to July last year
why?
haha cuz of 2 girls: Camille and Catherine
I regarded them as my two best friends during that period,
(regardless of when Bryan is showing his head here and there in random timing)
for me, a guy who really appreciate and treasure friends
(and especially when I wasn't having a girlfriend yet)
friendship is like everything to me
(If you doubted I was such a person, ask Bryan, he witnessed many things lol)
but after some stuff
the broken friend-relationship tortured me like hell
Catherine and I are fine now, well as she said that in her blog
But Camille? Nah, the friendship is history
Anyway, they are not the main characters I wanna talk about this night at 2am
they are just some by-the-way stuff in this entry haha
(No offense, Cath~~ hehe, I meant in this entry~~ lol)

well, when I was alone, especially when my "girlfriend" died while I was using MSN messenger...
I still remember, the last person I was talking with was Shin Yir, she's somehow related to this murder!
The way my ex-girlfriend died, is hilarious, oh yeah.
When she is in moribund, she screamed "POP", and died.
Oh, my, god...
Anyway, so instead of having my cute, little, white "girlfriend", I got an 128mb ram IBM notebook...
can't do much with her seriously
well... for me, everyone may be curious, how can I, survive, without playing warcraft?
the answers are:

- old-days games
what old-day games? check this out: http://pcoldgames.tripod.com/main.htm
Yeah, what else I can do better with an 128mb ram notebook?
For me, I should be counted into the new-pc-game-era person
not an old-days one
but surprisingly
some of them are really good indeed!
I suddenly realized something
Good game is good game, who cares it's old or new?
(seriously I didn't like, or even have a piece of curiousity to, touch the olddy games! What a "timist".)
[explanation: well, race -> racist, time -> timist]
Still, for me now, I still prefer new games,
however, I wouldn't ignore the olddies, at least I would give it a try.
Still remember I downloaded the Clock Tower, haha, oh yeah
Clock Tower 3 pissed me off once, so then I downloaded it, wanting to see how scary this master piece of horror game could be
I sneaked to Henry's room (btw, it was 104) and play it
XD, we played for an hour, somehow scared
then we called Bryan here
"What stupid game is this? Just a man holding a scissors!"
well, he isn't much a game guy as we are~
Bryan, you suck!

- music
yeah, really thanks to these music, haha
recorded stories
The most frequently listened music list:
Lonely
Bubble Wrap
Loner in Love
Long Walk Home (oh yeah, that's why I suddenly feel like writing this entry XD, well, just feel like it)
I'm not missing you
I'll always be right there
Expectation
etc...
Well, everyone listens to music, so, nothing more I can say, they are, music, you know~
(btw, it lags while playing music...)

- Angry Video Game Nerd
Thanks to Henry, I turned into a fan of AVGN
oh yeah, this nerd kicks ass!
Not gonna say much,
if you havn't seen his videos before,
go search it, go rent it, go buy it
it worths it.
here, the link's here, watch it yourself!
http://cinemassacre.com/AVGN/Nes_Nerd_videos.html
XD (You must think that I'm crazy)

- Bryan + Henry + Eyven
Yeah, well, even if I'm an anti-socialist
I still have few friends, and here are they
What did we do you asked
well, screw that Bryan pulled me to TCBY, or sometimes walk around
he didn't even know that there are swings few steps away from pine!
he was surprised -_______- oh well oh well
btw, we watched the movie "Just my luck" together on my bed before I knew that he's damn gay
screw you Bryan! lol
and Henry and Eyven, well, when we're down, we played pool
even if we aren't good at that~
(Thanks dragon teaching me that, lol, btw)
and what else?
Karaokie? PS2? Singin/Playing Guitar?
NO, (well yeah... we did those things several times, but) the main part is
Fooling around!
XD, oh yeah oh yeah, Bryan was really pissed while we were doing it lol

Haha, sound nice is it?
but no, the happy time I just mentioned above only occupied around 15% of my time during that semester.
most of them, I was in the atmosphere of melancholy, staying in trance or sleeping...
With no doubt, I did have some great moments in that period, I have to admit.
The beach trip
The beach wasn't nice, but the trip was nice.
Helen and ShangJun have to thank me for that! HAHAHAHAHA (SEE Helen? I'm a good brother to you)
Well whatsoever

The thing I wanna say is
Most of the time, people see the good side of others
and then start whining
"why my life isn't that good like his/hers?"
"Life's not fair!"
Just stop it
Because, people rarely, extremely rarely, see the bad side of what one is experiencing
It's like, "We ran through strawberry field and smell the summer time", then you lie on the strawberry field, rolling around, enjoying the wind breathing, isn't that sound nice?
But when you are really in that strawberry field, you would not want to lie on it, roll on it! If you did, I bet your shirt would turn pink with delicious strawberry jam (personally I dun like strawberry jam btw), or you would shout out loud "Curse the BUGS!!!!!!"
Don't you see?
I didn't say that people should turn into an atrocious pessimist or whatever hedonist
just to take the balance and stop being ridiculously envious
but, well, it's my philosophy after all anyway

time to sleep now~ it's 3 already XD

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