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Iciust: Totally ignoring
Crystal: Hoho~my disgustiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing brother!~
Iciust: alrite,who cares, I dun wanna change it!Chapel it is now! ok? (XDDD)
ju: yes im sure
Iciust: you sure? lol...are you sure?
ju: seb, its CHAPTERS not CHAPELS. =)
Iciust: Jullllllllllllllllllllly! =)
ju: sebbbbbbbby.
Iciust: haha, of course =)I'm much better today lolwell, what was the reason I was so depressed? hmm... I dunno lol
JC: Dude are you alrite? I know something is wrong, but i dunno exactly. Just dunt be so depressed okay?
Iciust: Well... I dunno how to explain lol... haha whatever la~
JC: u know wat, the funny thing is that i thought u were angry then i saw this =), wat is this matching called?
Iciust: -____- Well, Jul, -____- I dunno how to reply you... seems like that's irrelevant, but anyway
ju: sebaaaaastian. DONT BE SO EMO =)
ju: only from UT missisauga .. =( hahaha
Iciust: Hahahahaha JUUUUUUL=) thanks thanks thanks thanks thanksWell, did u receive any offer yet? I believe so...
ju: CONGRATS SEB!
Iciust: lol...u just can't stop the word yummy eh... haha=) let me tell u, it's me who decided to stay there, u stupid lol Pine hall is boring, lol The internet sucks -___-
JC: Dude, it's not ur fault. I shouldn't have fallen asleep...and left my usb in res...=)...oh,sounds like god just had a joke on me.What the...Anyway, it's done.PS:actually, sorry for making u stay so long that day, thnx for the icecream, it's yummy ^~^
Iciust: Of course, partner lol=) Thanks for visiting (although it's me who forced you here, muahahahahahaha)
JC: hi dude, first time here. Like the songs. It's blue here though.
Iciust: =) Thanks jul
ju: im still reading hun
Iciust: Nah, that's not my essay. Oh ya it is, but I finished it in like an hour maybe? I wrote it for my friend. so, wtsoever lol
Bryan: Cite the two books listed under the "see also" section below in the wikipedia entry.
Bryan: Eh, why are you citing Wikipedia as a source?!
Iciust: So you finally remember my existence, lol
bryan: Just to say hi, hope you're still holding up fine.
Iciust: XD that's delicious though... haha =) I'm going to eat it again, be prepared
bryan: You didn't even finish my spaghetti
Iciust: Haha! XD nonono Melody. It's ok it's ok =) I'm soooooooo happy that you left me a message =) really. XD
melody: hello, sebas. sorry for visiting you so late. you can beat me ,haha.
Iciust: Blah, nah, I just want my closest friends to know it existence. And well, I know some of them dun even read it. But anyway, this is a place for me to express my some feelings right, dun want too many ppl know my secrets. lol thanks anyway.
Bryan: Not to worry Seb, if you want to, I can advertise your blog on my blog and ask my friends to do the same, and you would have tons of readers.. LOL..
Iciust: (U're so late, idiot) XDAnyway, Merry Christmas!!!!XDDDD
ju: MERRY CHRISTMAS SEBASTIANNNN
Iciust: Hey Jul, this little tag box became our chat room lol...Cuz no one is joining -___-Hello~ Anyone here?XD anyway, the less people know me the better.
[ju]: awwww. so sweet!
Iciust: blah -___- cuz only few people know the existence of this blog haha!
[ju]: wah so many entries
Iciust: XD ya! Oi, where is Bryan, write something here too! lol Make this little website like a home of friends
[ju]: HELLO SEBASTIAN! dont worry ur bio mate will be here for u!
Iciust: This tag board is still currently empty...

Tuesday, July 1st 2008

6:47 AM

Another note - Changing plan?

Due to the high Price of going to Wasaga Beach
We now concern, should we go to Toronto Island instead?
As Bryan told, this place should be kinda cool
If we are applying this plan, we can save $70 transportation fee (Greyhound to Wasaga)
Also, the rental fee is much lower (check the accommodation links below)

Toronto Island
Website
Map

Accommodation

4 Dacotah Ave - Algonquin Island
8 Dacotah Ave - Algonquin Island
9 Dacotah Ave - Algonquin Island
2A Nottawa Ave - Algonquin Island
24 Omaha Ave - Algonquin Island
22 Fourth St - Ward's Island
9 Third St - Ward's Island
11 Channel Ave - Ward's Island
Four Points Sheraton Toronto Lakeshore Hotel

The thing I'm worrying is,
well, they didn't state the # of people
so are there any limit of # of people?
or some of us can sleep on the floor?
well, we better find it out soon, not much time left

Going List

Bryan

Didymus

Joy

Sebastian


Crystal

Henry

Joyce

RY


Derek

Jason

Klowie







Not sure

Andreas

Karina

Sheena


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Monday, June 30th 2008

1:51 AM

P.s. Just another notice

P.s. I've already reserved a 3 bedrooms cottage, the rent is $800, for maximum 10 people
so it means, someone has to sleep on the floor XDD
Also, I just checked the fee for Grayhound, it's $70/person
it's a little bit expensive
and now, I suppose we have to pay around $170 per each person on the trip...
if there are any questions, just leave comment or just MSN me, thanks

Going list
------
Bryan
Crystal
Derek
Didymus
Henry
Jason
Joy
Joyce
Klowie
Sebastian
RY

Not sure list
------
Andreas
Karina
Sheena

Removed
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Javiar
Jennshi
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Monday, June 30th 2008

1:07 AM

Things change, we know.

Well, the story happened a month ago
Bryan, even tho I can't help with his happiness, he's my bro, we talk, kinda wide range.
And once we were on a street walking, he said, "if lovers both enjoy doing something, it's romantic"
so here comes his definition of romantic
well, I had no points to stand against him,
then our discursive debate continued

I was in a labyrinth, struggling.
I still am in, but the fog seems much transparent now
she reminded me, this is our life, not Bryan's or any others'
she said, all we are, the matter, it's all about us
yeah, we have our own definition of romance.

a month away, come back today
Joyce and I kept in contact every 24 hours as usual
but recently, we realized, there was something missing from our conversation
We figured it out and it explained
(XD I'm such a good scientist)

After this, I noticed the changes
I would not accept the existence of this if I were the I two months ago...
but well, this life brings me delectation
then why should we bother?

Even tho I teach her this, tell her that, guide her to here, lead her to there
I have to admit
she's way ahead of me in this criteria
glad to have her to be my Penelope

Through this, I learned something
she, is MALICIOUS!
(well I knew that long long time ago)
haha
anyway, I love you dear little =)
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Wednesday, June 25th 2008

6:34 PM

Run, escape

Just dun read it, this is personal... lol
It's just a dream, and I didn't elaborate it and I didn't embellish it with anything
I didn't check grammar, and I just type...
It looks stupid if u read them, anyway it's kinda nice in the dream though.
I just wanna record it down lol... read if u want, but I warned you, this will be ridiculous and boring!
--- ---
Well, I was a forensic scientist, in a Crime Scene Investigation team.
For some reasons, our, the team, exploits, successful ones, exasperated a well-organized team of cutthroat thug.
--- ---
Like, several weeks ago, my discovery on some chemical reactions helped us to solve a big big case.
They, my teammates, were going to my home, Ching Lai Court, wanted to bring me a surprise.
"Am I so stupid that I dunno u guys are coming? XD" I thought.
So then I went down stairs, found a place to hide, waiting for their arrivals.
Dick Dack Dick Dack, through the time, they were finally there.
I stood up, went to them, asked "eh? what are you doing here? *smile*"
"Oh dammit!" he whispered and said "oh haha, I just want to see you =)"
another of my teammates appeared meanwhile, I replied, "oh really... and she wants to see me too?"
They ignored my questions, and both reddened. (XD well, they're going to be lovers soon anyway)
Woo! Our leader's outside the gate, but he looked... anxious?
"or he just can't open the gate? well, if it's true, then he's just stupid" I thought and asked our first visitor.
"Is his anxiousness another surprise for me?"
"Well... we dunno, you'll see~"
I opened up the gate, "Welcome, sir!" with a soldier manner.
"Get inside, quick, quick." He yelled out to our several teammates behind him.
They all rushed into my building. "Err... this is the surprise?"
"Yeah" our Captain replied, and then yelled again "Look at this!" He passed us his scope.
The first visitor looked at outside through the scope, his happy faces turned into anxious one.
He murmured something with his girl and rushed out, pulling out the tube of the fire cock outside, seemed like ready to die...
"Well... what the hell's going on..." I'm still confused...
"Look at this and you'll know" Captain said
... hmm, many cars, camouflaged ones, were outside my building...
"Well, surprise eh?" I ridiculed
"hmm yes... but not only for you, it's for all of us" Captain replied
Well... I still didn't know what was going on until our first visitor turned on the cock on and targeting someone with guns, looked like trained soldiers, and his girl friend cried "Hey, try to escape from behind!"
But seemed like we were besieged.
"Run for your lives!" Captain yelled, again, with his stentorian voice.
"Well, I thought it is a surprise for me... haha, interesting..."
So then I was captured, and then I escaped, was captured, then escaped... (I'm kinda proud of my escaping skills XD)
---
Actually the escaping part is the main thing of the story, but... it is just, running away...
Good for movies, not for words...
---
From Hong Kong to Paris...
The stupid cutthroat was a big big asshole, there were thugs waiting for me in every country I went to. I tried to hide in every country, but they found me so I had to run again...
The police sucked, they could do nothing to the thugs but die... all of them...
Throughout my running... The song "The world is small" was playing -____-
And finally, a village in Paris.
The police welcomed me and said I should find a place to rest, Paris is the safest place in the world...
Well, their face showed hypocrisy, but... I had no choice, I was so tired...
(Imagine, run to paris from hong kong...)
Finally I sneaked into a farm, there were a father and a son inside, with one chair, one table and one washroom. The room is like for tiny people...
I sat on the floor and asked them if I could stay there...
"You can stay as long as you want to, this place will be safe." The father stood up "Have this chair, this place is very very safe, hohoohooo." Then he left...
Well... I'm sure he did not know how powerful the thugs were...
look at their innocent faces, somehow I dun wanna tell them "no, this place isn't safe anymore."
cuz, I dun wanna hurt such a weak but innocent family...
and I was just too tired, so then I fell asleep...
(so then I woke up XD)


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Tuesday, June 24th 2008

6:26 AM

Trip Plan - Wasaga Beach (30/8 - 1/9)

Please view this website
(A little bit lousy, just forgive me XD)
http://iciust.bravehost.com/tripplan.html

We're going to Wasaga Beach
Planning to stay there for
2 nights and 2 days
If there are anything,
just leave me a message
in the FORUM

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Friday, June 13th 2008

1:27 AM

Don't say sorry, be happy =)

jc said:
dear, actually i wanna apologize for my bad temper this morning, i really didnt meant it when i said those crazy words, i shouldnt have been so mean to u...i'm really srry...plz forgive me dear...i'm trying to change it since i know it's really bad.

(st) Iciust Sebastian said:
haha

(st) Iciust Sebastian said:
wanna call me now?

jc said:
hmm...sure

jc said:
just one more sentence be4 i call u--i really wanna treasure you like you are my most precious baby=)

(st) Iciust Sebastian said:
haha, I'll always love you, joyce, my first and my last girl

jc said:
=)

--- --- ---

well, she did nothing wrong...
this is not the first time she said sorry to me, for no reason...
unexpectedly...

dear little, you did no wrong to me, copy?

so that's her, she's my stupid girlfriend.

She's weird, crazy & a complete idiot
but I love her anyway


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Monday, June 9th 2008

11:57 AM

Astray, in trance.

Back-to-a-place
that, the place I am reluctant to be in.

Still

Everyone hates something
for example
I hate hypocrites,
those who don't keep promises, those who lie, those who act sanctimoniously.

However, life tells
people are hypnotized sometimes
and
I am so trepid to mention about it,
"while I am thinking that I am who I think I am, I suddenly realize that, I'm not the one I think who I am, but the one who I think I am not, or even, who I hate"

I did not say that this statement is true,
this entry is just a remark for further thinking.

Forgive my incredibly unreasonable behavior of wasting your time reading this.
(Well, this is my blog lol)
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Wednesday, June 4th 2008

11:22 PM

Wandering around

Warning:-Sebastian-is-a-pugnacious person.
First, I wanna say,
maybe someone would dislike this entry, so, if u think u'r one, stop reading here.
(even tho that paragraph doesn't show 0.0001%  of my pugnaciousness XD)

The message from me after my typing:
While, for all the bullshit I just typed, I dunno if they are true or not, they are all just random assertions.
Correct me if I'm wrong anyway, but i didn't really type what I really think, so... anyway
err... I just wanna type something, lol... (dun be convinced by my bullshit in anyway, lol)

Well, was thinking,
are there any skill, to make someone happy? (Not gay, damn it)

for some people, it's ice cream, for some, it's computer games.
but sometimes, these stuff can just do nothing.

it's like, well,
I understand, very well, that,  people should not be sad, or even despondent,
cuz, we have only one life,
why must we live in a melancholic aura?

I know, ghastly things go all the way around us.
But still, enjoy our every moment
cuz if we'r not going to enjoy it, we can never enjoy at that moment again.
time fleets, so fast.

However, how to be, happy, is another problem.
As mentioned above, shit happens.

If one is blue, and the one who love him/her feels blue too (as in friendship or love or whatever relationship), such a circulation goes without a destination saying "you can stop being blue here".
so if we are going to end a sorrow circle, someone has to stand up.

How much I wish to pull my unhappy friend into my arm and tell you that "everything will be alright".
That, these kind of stuff can't really express on phone or on MSN.
But it is not that "usual" to normal friends, or, whatever.
Even tho it can really help, in my very own opinion. (Bryan, dun touch me XDD)

Maybe a question may help?
"Hi, are you alright?"
Yeah, it really helps, at least for me, but people just don't do it.
Why? how do I know? I do that, so dun ask me.

And well, some ignoramuses like to act cool,
with an ugly face, while everyone knows that he/she is in grief, and kept telling everyone "nothing, I'm alrite"
first of all, that person is lying to the world, and personally, I hate people lying, and u don't show ur basic respect through lying, I'm sure
second, u think that's really cool? dun be stupid, u look like a folly
instead of "I'm alrite", why dun u say "I will be alright"?
instead of "nothing", why dun u say "I dun wanna say it right now"?
I would like to ask, "if there is anything I can help?". But again, people like to be so cooooooool. "No, I'm fine!" while I see that someone is falling into a shit cave.
"Yeah, fine, fine ass, lol."
well, just ignore those freaks
hey freaks, here's my advice,
frankly, just be frank

I really wanna know the answer of,
how to console someone while one is doleful? despair? demoralized?
sometimes, ice cream helps, but sometimes, it doesn't.
Well, as the hero of the movies told us, "we need time".
but, are there anyone realize that, time is so valuable or even invaluable?
how much I wish that, I can have more time with her, who cares if that's a day, an hour, or a second!
well, human beings are avaricious, tho, the aforementioned fact is just used to prove that time is so valuable and so invaluable.
Still, back to the question.
"If there's a price for rotten judgment, I thought I already won that." As Migrate said.

As a fiasco, myself, from so many of my experiences, I discovered that, try to be "i know what u feel, and I do feel the same" helps shit.
like, originally, one feels bad, and after u, the one who is supposed to comfort that person, now feel the same, where is the point comforting?
Yeah, maybe sometimes, it turns into a situation that "I am not so alone now, cuz u feel the same with me", kind of a mental conciliation, but seriously, then two start whining to each other how bad they feel but not turning the realistic situation any better. Instead of dragging someone into a bad situation, why can't you drag ur friend into a better situation?
Well, it doesn't help answering my question tho, cuz that's the problem I'm currently encountering.
The question is how...

Well, tired, time for a warcraft and then sleep.

Tmr, last sleep in Canada in June. lol
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Wednesday, June 4th 2008

10:42 AM

For now, who's goin

Wasaga-Beach-Trip

so, here's the website
http://www.wasagabeach.com/

and then
where to live?
I'm wondering if this is good enough
http://www.wymbolwood.com/accs.html
if not, we can always try to see what we can do

so, who's coming?
(Not sure if everyone can come yet, around there will be only 75% people present)
Bryan
Jennshi
Henry
Myself&Joyce
Crystal
RY
Derek
Jason
Andreas
Klowie
Joy
Karina
Sheena (CIC 1, not UT 1)
Javiar

Just a little report, lol.
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Sunday, June 1st 2008

10:49 PM

Apology, accepted

"hmm................."
haha, why do u call me so suddenly? I thought u'r gonna call me tmr
"err, actually..."
eh? what u wanna tell me? say it
"It's like..."
comon... -____-
"err, I want to say that..."

well... this is how we started our conversation...
for... 5 minutes?
that's her whom called me

she was worrying about that,

she infuriated me cuz she was being so "chun"...

haha, what a pig

=)

hey dear

you should've known that

we always play like this ga lar

I told you that

I, your bf, am here, is to tell you everything is all right,

not to hear you saying "I'm sorry".

haha

and I have to say

I will never

NEVER

get infuriated due to anything you do

cuz

=) u know the reason why

so then u hanged up the phone, then,

Rest well la, my stupid pig.

Waiting for ur calling tmr morning =)
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